Can You Get Lost After Death?

What do you do when somebody dies? What do you do when you have so many around you die? It is not easy. In the last several months, three parents of friends (that I all knew), one baby, one teenager, and someone I considered a sister all passed away.

The hardest part is that even though I know what happens next, it is still hard. Even though I know it is celebration of their return on the other side, it is still hard.

What happens when you die, you ask…

They all recognized that they died. Angels, spirit guides and previously passed over loved ones were right next to each of them, as they have been for all of their lives. Then, a large, loving, golden Light appears to their right. The love just oozes out of this Light. The love just draws you right into it.

Why are insects attracted to a light?

Why are insects attracted to a light?

If you have read any of my blog posts, you know that I have remembered many past lives personally. In fact, I have remembered well over 50 past lives. A few times my spirit guides have said to me that it is really important to go into The Light. The Light is the passageway into Heaven. It is our true nature of our self, our true lives. Earth is the classroom we visit to learn life lessons.

When we forget or do not go into The Light we can get lost. We do not go into The Light for various reasons that can include memory problems before death, feeling unworthy, wanting to stay to watch over loved ones, or if you die a sudden unexpected death you may not realize you died.

I do not (yet) fully understand what it means “to get lost” after death. Maybe we get stuck in a ghostly spiritual sense on the Earth plane where we may forget about the spark of light in our hearts and avoid going into The Light.

When my best friend’s parents both got sick it was hard to watch both of them deteriorate. First her mother died. It was very hard. It is always hard to see someone suffer and die. Interestingly, I saw her spirit in my own living room not long after her death. She told me she was waiting for her husband to come too. I knew inherently that she did not go into The Light. It is hard to explain how I know, but she just seemed heavier, denser somehow than those I have seen who have passed over in through The Light. She felt different.

Nearly one month later, my friend’s dad passed away. It was incredibly hard on my friend. (Listening and being there for her was still not enough to take away her pain.)

A few hours after his death, I sat in my living room in complete disbelief. All of this had transpired so fast. Her parents were both fine just a few months ago.

At that moment, a saw a vision of her dad showing me that he found her mother. He stood to the right of her. He made me aware that he found her so that she would not get lost. I got the impression, that this was part of the reason he felt he needed to go. He showed me how he was firmly grasping her hand to make sure she was safe. The Light, so golden and loving, appeared behind them. As The Light became brighter, they appeared more silhouetted. They turned and looked back to the Earth class and smiled. They turned and looked at each other and smiled more. Then, they looked into The Light and walked into it.

It was the sweetest, most loving thing between two people that I have ever witnessed.

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Children Can Easily See Angels … more Proof

Today I was going through my daughter’s old drawings and came across one that caught my attention. A lot. I had to share.

My daughters loving spirit

She had drawn an angel and told me that, this was her “Loving spirit (one of 12 or 13) that came to her to make her feel better and filled her heart with LOVE.”

I am so glad I wrote it down as she told me.

Kids say the most interesting things. My daughter certainly did then and still amazes me today. (I love you darling.)

At this point in my life I was not in touch with how angels and spirit guides are always here for us. I am sure I wrote it thinking, “Aw, that’s sweet.” And then did not think about it again. As I read it now, I am sure she was seeing an angel. She drew this when she was only four years old.

You can see for yourself that her drawing has angel wings and a halo of light around a heart above the crown chakra. It looks like they may be singing too.

I showed it to my daughter again. She said, “Look, see they even have a third eye too.”

WOW. She was four and could not only see this, but knew that they filled her heart with love. The amazing part is that this angel was only one of the 12 or 13 that came to her… for her.

Kids are soooo connected with Heaven, that angels, spirit guides and passed over loved ones are easily seen and can be talked to by children.

I obviously dismissed this experience as just an interesting drawing with an interesting description at that time in my life. I had been living for many years without much faith in anything and I know at this point in my life I was just beginning to understand that there is so much more. I now know that we are so incredibly loved by our angels, spirit guides and passed over loved ones it is incomprehensible.

PLEASE remember that all babies and children are so close to having just been in Heaven that seeing angels and being able to talk to them is so easy for them. Please, please, please support them and acknowledge this true God-given ability they all (we all) have so that it stays with them throughout their life. How wonderful to feel supported everyday and to know it.

I know I will be reviewing both my children’s drawings to see what other treasures I can find.

In the meantime, my daughter remembers this experience and offered to redraw this angel. I will post it when she does.

Love to you all,

xoxox

Karen

 

 

 

 

Infants Can Easily Speak to Those in Heaven – A Personal Experience

I have been attending a weekly intuition class for a few months now. Besides the fact that it is awesome, there is the opportunity to have some very intense experiences during class.The Mother and Child

If you have read any of my blog, you know I have remembered plenty of past lives. One huge lesson I have learned from remembering my past lives is that they have taught me to trust what I see (hear, feel, smell, know, etc.) when I remember.

Just so you know, as a baby, we all are so close to having just been in Heaven, it is easy and natural to communicate with those there. (Yes, that means everyone can easily see angels, spirit guides and passed over loved ones as a baby and this ability can stay with us if our parents cultivate it.)

During one particular intuition class, I remembered an early time of communicating with spirit during this lifetime. While I was only 5 or 6 months old, I stood outside of my baby body in my adult spirit form talking with Lena (my awesome spirit guide), angels and a Native American woman. The spirit part of me was not fully integrated into the baby’s physical body.

We stood there talking about my life’s path and how it relates to the parents I chose. We talked about the challenges I will encounter. We talked about the challenges in relating to my father. I had been put to the task of helping him connect with life and helping him to be happy and open with spiritual things.

We continued the conversation in talking about angelic frequencies. The angels explained how they are able to create certain angelic frequencies with their wings. We talked about the varying effects of different angelic frequencies (different for each angel) and how sound frequencies are related.

At this time, I also talked to an older sibling who had not made it to Earth. He explained to me that he had tried, but he was not ready. He stood there and talked with me about why his entry here on Earth had not worked. He spoke to me about my future challenges in joining this family.

During this exercise in class, I was able to understand what psychic senses were my strongest at this time when I was a baby. We are so close to having been in Heaven that we, as babies, can do so much more with our intuitive senses. We are experts in it when we are born here, but often our parents squelch these senses unknowingly. This is not their fault, this has been happening for many, many generations.

I was able to hear the sounds of the angels with clairaudience. I used this psychic ability to see and talk about my future. I was able to us mediumship (sometimes called clairsentience) to communicate with all these spiritual beings. This, as a 5-month-old baby!

I am so glad I made a point to talk to my babies as if they understood everything. They really do. They understand so much more than we realize. Babies are true little miracles.

What Happens AFTER Death?

As I mentioned in my last post, I have seen my death in a past life around 20+ times out of the approximately 50 past lives I have remembered.The Light

 

It is always the same pattern of events: 

When I die, I realize I am dead and look down at my body (sometimes in disbelief) as

I am always above it.

I hover around and check out the surroundings, often seeing a higher perspective of the death scene.

Sometimes I go check on my loved ones I have left behind. (I am a ghost at this point so as I think of where I want to go, I am there.)

I see and talk to one of my spirit guides who has been watching over me my whole life.

All the while, there is a large opening of golden, glistening, bright energy on my right with a very warm, loving, inviting entrance.

It feels like LOVE.

I step up slightly and walk into The Light.

It is a short tunnel.

As I walk into The Light, if I look at the lifetime scene I am leaving, it fades away as the entrance to Heaven becomes clearer.

I enter the Greeting Room where most of my spirit guides are again waiting for me, as well as any passed over loved ones and many others. Sometimes animals are there too.

Then, only after greeting each and every person who came to see me arrive at Heaven, I go through a door on the left into a Healing Room. There, I am greeted by tall angels who shower me with healing LOVE. Afterwards, I sometimes rest on a bed with chakra colored blankets.

Once I am deemed healed, I walk down a long tunnel into Heaven. There is a light at the end of this tunnel. I walk out into a beautiful garden area with a large fountain. There are many buildings too.

Once here, I am able to be alerted when someone is thinking of me down on Earth and … since there is no time … I can watch over and visit them anytime.

Do You Die in Every Lifetime?

My friend, Laura, asked me this question when I first started writing my book. She had read a few of the chapters and one of the death scenes struck a chord with her. Surprised by the question, I told her; “Yes, I die in each lifetime.” She was reading one of my more difficult lives as Isabella. I am editing this chapter today. Her story is Chapter 10 “Isabella Wright” from my book Life is Just another Class – One Soul’s Journey through Past Life Regression. Isabella was a slave in the late 1600’s. Isabella died a very traumatic death, so painful; it took four years until I remembered anything beyond her death scene.

I cannot come back – reincarnate – if I do not die. It is part of the circle of life on Earth. You live and then you die. Everything dies. Some insects only live for a day. Flowers bloom, die and are reborn through the seeds they leave behind. Even rocks die (in a sense) when they are turned into dust and mud. Nevertheless, even they are reborn as pressure and heat combine to push down on the mud to form it into a new rock thousands of years later.

I do not know why so many people are afraid of death. Maybe we are conditioned into thinking that death is a bad thing. From the human perspective, it is. It is hard to see someone die. It is hard missing them when they are gone. It can be very hard. I had a friend die this week that I loved, respected and admired. She fought a battle with brain cancer and lost.

Even re-experiencing death first-hand through past life regression, it still is not easy when someone dies. It never seems fair from our human perspective.

But I know she is in a better place. I know when she died she probably felt relieved to be free of her cancer. I know she probably hung around to check on the children she left behind. I know she will probably remember there is no time and know that, in moments, her children will be grown and they will join her in Heaven one day. I know she most likely saw her guardian angel and other angels waiting to help her as she left her body behind. I know if she has not already, she will see a beautiful, growing light that she will feel compelled to enter. I know that many loved ones who have passed before her will be waiting in the light to welcome her back into Heaven. I know they will shower her with love as she enters the light. I know that she can come back to check on her loved ones when they think of her.

She may even be standing in spirit behind me now. It certainly feels this way. (I had goose bumps on the back of neck when I wrote these sentences.)

I know all this because I re-experienced all of the above when I remembered many of my past lives. I saw all of this from a spirit point of view.

Our parents warned us from a very young age to be careful with our lives. They told us not to do this or not to do that or else we may die. There is a long list of written and unwritten rules barring us from our supposed demise.

But we really do not die, we are eternal spirits. We are here to learn life lessons to help us grow spiritually. If you listen to Esther Hicks (www.abraham-hicks.com) you will have inevitably heard her say that we are always “alive and alive” and that we are never truly dead.

I have re-experienced many of my past life deaths. I have died many different ways including being drowned, shot, burned and hung. Yet, I am still here.

It still does not make it easy when a friend dies. See you on the other side Grace. Love you.

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Angels are Beings of Light that Shine Unconditional Love on Us.

Yesterday while working on my book, I received a very clear message from my angels that they are around me. How do I know, you ask? Let me tell you …

I am writing a book about sixteen of my past lives. In the past few weeks, I have rearranged chapters and added new chapters to better relay what I experienced without interrupting the retelling of each past life. Yesterday, I was working on a chapter called “From the Other Side.” In it, I talk about all the times that I have seen how loved ones are there, helping us from the other side (or the spirit side of life). Then I worked on a section of text where I am describing seeing angels all around us in one of my past life chapters.

Just as I finished typing these sentences referring to angels: “These sacred beings poured their love over us, all the while helping us in our task. We are so blessed.”

My laptop froze.

My laptop has done this before, but only when I had the internet open checking email (it has something to do with the ads changing on my email) – and even then it was rare. It has only frozen when Internet Explorer was running. At this moment, though, I didn’t even have the internet open!

Here’s the cool part. I looked at the time on the screen. My laptop was frozen at 4:44 p.m. Not a big deal, except that I have been seeing that number A LOT lately and just spoke to someone about it last week. They said that seeing 444 means that angels are around you.

So, I looked up the definition of 444 in the book Angel Numbers 101: The Meaning of 111, 123, 444, and Other Number Sequences by Doreen Virtue & Lynnette Brown (Hay House 2005). It says:

“444 — Thousands of angels surround you at this moment, loving and supporting you. You have a very strong and clear connection with the angelic realm, and are an Earth angel yourself. You have nothing to fear—all is well.”

I started to tear up.

I have to say that this was an extremely clear message from my angels saying to me that we are always surrounded by our angels and spirit guides. In four of my past lives I got the awesome opportunity to see my spirit guides. In two of my past lives I had the rare opportunity to see angels. There are no words for the awe you have when you see an angel. Love emanates all around them. Angels are beings of light that shine unconditional love on us.

I was raised Catholic. They teach you to believe that our spirit guides (same as guardian angels) and angels are around us all the time. Before working on this book, I had the belief that angels were way too busy with other Heavenly stuff to actually be with us every day, all day. This experience is another confirmation that I was wrong.

Angels are with us every day, all day. Always … any time.

Family Always Loves Us… Whether they are Living or in Heaven

I know that those who love us and have passed onto Heaven still watch over and care about us. I believe they are here for us as soon as we think of them.

While I was pregnant with my first child, my son, all three of my last living grandparents became ill. Both of my mother’s parents went before he was born. My grandfather died a few months after my grandmother. I was sad to see them go. I was heartbroken because I could not see them as much as I wanted to because of the restrictions of traveling due to my pregnancy.

Steps to a greater knowing

My son was born 5-1/2 weeks early via emergency c-section. While I was lying in recovery after his birth, I awoke to see my grandparents’ spirits standing at the bottom of my bed watching over me. I remember smiling. It was really nice to see them. I was not scared at all. I was glad that they stopped by to see that my son and I were doing fine. But, as I looked harder to be sure I was not hallucinating, they faded away.

This was my first instance of seeing that those who pass on still watch over us.

About five years later, I started exploring and re-experiencing my own past lives. This often includes the re-experience of death in a past life. On several occasions I became aware that I watched over my living family even after my death. In a few lifetimes, I realized that my deceased mother watched over and waited for me, (knowing I would die soon) so we could transition into Heaven together. And in a few other lifetimes, I passed over along with a few family members and in spirit we held hands as we entered into the light of Heaven together.

Not only did I experience the love of those who have passed on into Heaven in this lifetime, but through my journeys into my past lifetimes I have seen firsthand that we are there for one another in death as we are in life.

Really, I’ve Had a Past Life or Two… or Three

If you would have met me 15 years ago, I would have said “Me? Seeing ghosts? Having a past life regression? Writing a book about my own personal past lives and all that I have learned spiritually? Whaaat?”

I had only dabbled in the new age or metaphysical realm. I barely took the time to read, except to my small children. Then, I came across a store in the middle of West Virginia. There, in Berkeley Springs, I found a book by Carol Bowman called Children’s Past Lives. I could not put the book down once I started reading it. I wanted to read everything on this subject. She mentioned Brian Weiss. I bought every book I could find by Brian and relished each one. I bought Brian Weiss books for my friends. I bought all these books for gifts. I even had ordered a few of them signed. I went on to find any book that resonated with me on past life regression and other metaphysical books.

A Glimpse of Angels from Heaven in a Past Life Regression

Here is an excerpt from the book I am writing, One Soul’s Journey Through Past Life Regression, and my first YouTube video…

This is at the end of my short life as 5 year old Jezebel Alexander. It is 1943, our neighborhood in Eastern Europe has just been bombed…

Moments later, we all float up as spirits. We are now above the roof of the apartment. I look out over the burning city and I am amazed to see angels everywhere, filling the sky. I am in awe. There are countless angels and spirits floating above the city. I cry every time I remember this scene. There is so much loving energy coming from the angels, it is overwhelming. So many children died that day. The angels came for us. The sky was filled with all the spirits of those that had died, their spirit guides and a lot of angels. They were here, hovering, waiting to help us transition back to Heaven. It is so comforting.

If everyone knew how loved we truly are and how many angels are waiting for us…

How many people would be reassured and consoled by this information alone?

Updated YouTube video link: http://youtu.be/A2JrsiizbFo

 

Ask for a sign from an angel – Still Don’t Believe You Have Angels Around You? Ask for a Feather.

Robin Williams and Reincarnation

I never really understood why I liked the movie Somewhere in Time so much, until maybe five or so years ago. That was when I started getting into learning about past lives. I did not make the connection even, until one day I was re-watching my other favorite movie, What Dreams May Come with Robin Williams.

It is a funny story on how I found this movie. I am wondering the video rental store looking for a funny romantic movie. I see Robin Williams on the cover and think, “Nice, it will be funny.” Then I watched it… It was totally not what I expected. Robin William’s two children die, then he and his wife die. Kind of sad, I know. But, then they go to Heaven and it is this magnificent place with beautiful art – filled with anything you can imagine – LITERALLY. I won’t tell you how it ends, but it does have something to do with reincarnation.

It was then, that I made the realization that I have been unconsciously interested in past lives for a really, really long time.

It is My Turn to Try Telepathy

As I write this, I realized that I must have visited our local library a lot during high school. It was conveniently located right next door to school. I found a book that included information on how to do telepathy. Well, I had to know more since I read about it in Pebble in the Sky. (Remember, there is no instant information from the internet to be seen or heard of yet.)

After studying the book, I forced my younger siblings to participate in telepathy drawing experiments. I wanted to see if they could draw what I had drawn whilst they were in another room. We took turns like any good siblings would. I would try and draw what they had drawn without looking or talking to them too.

When the one who was drawing via telepathy was done, they called “Time!” And, we would run to see and compare our drawings. Mostly we were way off, but amazingly, we got a few incredibly close. The one picture I remember matching was of a large flower. Excitedly, we ran down to tell everyone. They did not really grasp the importance of this breakthrough (or maybe it was disbelief). But, that did not quell us from doing more experiments. I am sure my parents were glad we were playing nice and keeping out of trouble. It was hard to keep six kids quiet and happy.

Isaac Asimov and telepathy

I am back at our local library again visiting. I think I am there to look up information for some high school project.

(Back in the 1980’s, computers were very new. And, believe it or not, the internet was unheard of then. How we managed, I will never know. I could go on, but I will share one tidbit to give you some perspective – as a senior in high school, my physics class once waited 45 minutes for the computers to merely start up. Happily, this was just in time for the bell to ring. We all had to leave to go to our next class and rarely got the opportunity again.)

Perusing the shelves of the library, I found the paperback book Pebble in the Sky by Isaac Asimov. That looked like more fun than schoolwork.

It was a great book. Real science meshed into an interesting science fiction book by a real scientist. I think I may have read it twice before I had to return it to the library. With one wrong step on the sidewalk, a man travels through time into the future. Towards the end of the book, he becomes very telepathic. So much so, that he could control someone else’s speech, if I remember correctly. It was so interesting to me. Can you really do that? Maybe the unused part of our brain is used for telepathy? I don’t know. I had to find out.

Children spirits watching over me

I digress back a few years to when I was quite young… maybe around 4 or 5. I am sitting in my bedroom playing and notice that there are two small children spirits sitting in my room. They are having a very animated conversation. I cannot hear the words, but I can see their mouths moving and their arms and hands gesturing. My first thought was that they are ghosts. I never was afraid, it actually seemed normal. And then I thought, maybe they are my guardian angels. (That is pretty neat.) I wondered what they were talking about; it seemed like quite the discussion.

Have you ever seen the Tom and Jerry cartoon where Tom, the cat, had a devil on one shoulder and an angel on the other shoulder acting as his conscience? Well, I thought they were discussing how to help me do the right thing. My two little personal angels are here, just for me. I saw them a lot over the next few years, but unfortunately as I got older, I saw them less and less.

Now, I wonder, were those two the spirits of my two children now? Were they waiting for the right time to be born? I may never know.

Past lives found at the library

A popular show on television called “That’s Incredible” inspired me to find more information on hard to believe subjects at our local library. I could not find anything on my usual first floor – children’s literature – part of the library. I gingerly ventured to the “adult” section. I felt very grown up all of a sudden just walking up to their area on the second floor.

I was excited when I came across a book that had all kinds of short chapters on interesting incredible stories. The one that stands out in my mind is this… A hypnotherapist discovered that if they hypnotized a person and asked them to go back 80 years before their death; they were nearly always thrown into the midst of a previous lifetime.

The law of attraction brought me to this book, for I found it not long after passing by a girl I instantly knew I had known from a past life. I was intrigued. Is there more than just this life?